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Saturday 5/3/03
man, this sucks. I wrote this once already, but the site messed up and now i've gotta do it all over again.
Well, first let me apologize for not updating this site as much as before. I'm not gonna make any excuses. I just get
jaded sometimes doing this site. Alright, now onto my face. Week 15 was a bad bad week for me. The week started out good,
but outta nowhere, 7 new cysts sprung up along my left jawline, and two on my right cheek. It was really bad cuz my brother
was all "eewwww..what happened to you face?" oh yea...that just made me feel a whole lot better. neways, i was pretty upset
about it, and i actually stayed up until 3 popping pimples. yea, i'll probably get scarring, but those cysts hurt, and i just
felt so much pressure underneath my skin. so yea, i ended up poppin 'em. I also got my blood taken friday, and i'll see my
derm on Monday. He was talkin about upping my dosage to 100 mg, but i'm a little reluctant to. I only weigh 125 lbs, so i
don't really know how bad the side effects are gonna get. I guess i'll find out soon enough. So as of today, i've got a bunch
of scars soon, new redmarks from my recent breakout, and another cyst that popped up on my forehead. so yea, not doin so good.
Aight, well, i guess that's it for now.
Tuesday 5/6/03
I saw my derm yesterday, and got my dosage upped again. Seems i'm gaining 20 mg every month, but yea, i'm
up to 100 mg. Actually, its 120 mg one day, and 80 mg every other day. My doctor said that my acne was really persistent,
and since i wasn't having too many problems with side effects, he'd go ahead and give me the 100 mg, and if we have to, we'll
go another month. I haven't done the 100 mg yet tho, cuz i'm gonna finish out this last 80 mg pack. So what's been goin on
with my skin so far. Well, got another cyst on my cheek, and all the red marks from that bad breakout last week. Skin's not
doing too good...nope...not good at all. That's pretty much it so far. Alright, well, i'll update again later. bye everyone
Saturday 5/10/03
This week so far hasn't been too bad. I"m still breaking out, yea, but at least it ain't like a bajizillion
of 'em anymore. I'm actually doing pretty good, and the only problem's are the big cysts now. can u believe that the small
ones are barely visibible anymore? i looked in the mirror and was like...DAAMMNN... where the heck did they go? its kinda
weird to look in the mirror and not see 'em. buuut...now i've got a few problems with cysts. I still got 'em...got two more
on my forhead, and two really big one on my left cheek. Still a lot of red marks too. I haven't taken accutane for two days
tho cuz i ran out and i haven't had a chance to refill my prescription. I really hope this high dosage doesn't do anything
to me. aight, bye.
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